Monday, April 9, 2007

Fear Not

What a weekend, my husband and I built a privacy fence going down one side of the yard. We worked so hard and did it all ourselves. He had me out there using the table saw and the recipracating saw. I had a blast working next to him all day and seeing what our team work could accomplish-the best thing is we didn't even get in one fight. The bad news is we were so into our work that we didn't go to church on Saturday and didn't get up to go on Sunday either. During Saturday night when we were dying Easter Eggs my youngest son came up and showed me how fast his heart was beating-I couldn't even keep up with it to count how many beats a second. This was the 4th episode like this so I decided to take him to the doctor. Sunday morning after not going to church I felt so guilty like maybe I didn't have the right to ask for healing for my son when I didn't even get up to go to church on Easter. Now I know God doesn't work like that but it was very hard for me to get past. I prayed all night Sunday that God would give me peace about the situation with my son. I took him to the Dr. and they have referred us to a Pediatric Cardiologist that we see on April 25th. After just listening to his heart and looking at the x-rays our medical doctor seems to think it is STV or something like that where the heart seems to just beat very rapidly for small increments of time. If this is all it is it can be treated. I know that God has a plan and that he knows the outcome and I am embarrassed to admit how panicky I got for awhile. I will keep you posted on the outcome.

God Bless

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