We had our God's Girls Sunday School party on Saturday. I was debating on wether or not to go because I really don't do well in social settings. I had a friend that was going to go with me but she backed out at the last minute. I was really stressing about going and if I would fit in or feel comfortable-I kind of felt like I was back in highschool for a moment. I ended up going and it was nice to get to know some people better and on a different level. As I watched some of the ladies they seemed so comfortable just going up to people they didn't know and talking to them. They felt so comfortable in a house they had never been to. I don't know what makes me different or what makes me feel so different than other people. I have never felt like a grown up although the mirror tells me I am. People were dressing up in silly costumes and having a pretend fashion show and seemed to really like it. I would have been terrified. When my mom comes down to visit she always takes everyone to ride go carts-everyone has a great time but me. I sit on the sidelines and watch, my mom tells me I need to learn how to have fun. How is that learned I ask you and why did everyone else learn it but me? Just something to think about.
On a different note, the 13.1 marathon is this Saturday. Pray for Rhonda and I as we have been really working hard(well up until April and then like ding dongs we decided to take it easy.) That wasn't a concious decision but with ball, pms and scheduling conflicts that is what happened and I don't feel nearly as prepared as I felt a month ago.
God Bless
3 comments:
Hi sister!!
I so enjoyed the few moments I got to hang with you on Saturday, and when I wanted to escape from game time ha ha!!
I am pulling for you this weekend, you have inspired me so much and I am so proud of you girl.
Keep up the good work, and do not beat yourself up we all have ups and downs in everything, but you are still going :) that is what counts!! I am going to try to get into this blog world!!
Love ya! Have a good day!
Shel
Lisa
you went to the party all on your own! That is a big step in the right direction. you have come a long way in the years I have known you, you have grown so much. learn to have fun? just what you did this weekend just go for it! do it even though you may have to do it alone. good luck in the race. hopefully when i see my dr on thursday he will give me the release to start running again. loveya!
Gosh you are all so encouraging. I love this whole blog thing. Funny that two Shellys left me a comment this evening.
I love you both.
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